Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on
That one's for you dawny dawn. So today was mothers day. We went to the dairyland dog track. Oh man am I hooked. It's my grandmothers fault though. She was always a big gambler. Oh well.
Melissa situation is this. I'm moving on. Not that she's any less cool or less attractive, it's just that I have...ooh a bird...ADD. It's almost like Im sick of waiting, but not really, I'm just...argh, I cant explain. But whatever, I'm fine with it, I just hope that I can still hang out with her. blah blah blah, I have nothing else to say on the matter of anything. Tata for now
This is your life
Sunday, May 09, 2004
Sunday, May 02, 2004
I was born to sing a good time song...
So I have been going through extreme mood swings lately, and for no apparent reason. Last night, I was all hyped up to go and hang out at bennigans, but then we got half way home and I felt uber depressed. So I basically went to sleep right away,7:30, and I woke up at 10:30. As of right now, I don't need any crap on how Im able to get so much sleep. Also, with the melissa thing. I don't really know. One minute I would like to go out some time, and others(like right now) I feel quite indifferent. I thought I was on medication to stop this sort of thing! Ok, it's actually to stop me passing out, but you know, it should be a nice side-effect. Well anyway, my plan today is to play with goober. I feel bad, because with the weather and circumstances being what they are, we havent had alot of time to have some good play time. Maybe that will help my mood for right now. I guess I should mention what prompted this post. It wasnt just the random mood swings. Last night apparently, Melissa IMed steve and asked what the deal was with me. He told her she would have to ask me. hearing this, I thought about my response. I guess I would have to tell her,right now, that if we went out sometime it would be cool, but if we dont, whatever. Normally, I would say that when I was going bananas over someone(which I was/am at some point maybe i dont know), but thats actually how I feel. I'm wondering how that point would actually get across. Ho hum. I guess Ill figure something out. until next time...
...a good time man like me ain't got no business singin the blues
So I have been going through extreme mood swings lately, and for no apparent reason. Last night, I was all hyped up to go and hang out at bennigans, but then we got half way home and I felt uber depressed. So I basically went to sleep right away,7:30, and I woke up at 10:30. As of right now, I don't need any crap on how Im able to get so much sleep. Also, with the melissa thing. I don't really know. One minute I would like to go out some time, and others(like right now) I feel quite indifferent. I thought I was on medication to stop this sort of thing! Ok, it's actually to stop me passing out, but you know, it should be a nice side-effect. Well anyway, my plan today is to play with goober. I feel bad, because with the weather and circumstances being what they are, we havent had alot of time to have some good play time. Maybe that will help my mood for right now. I guess I should mention what prompted this post. It wasnt just the random mood swings. Last night apparently, Melissa IMed steve and asked what the deal was with me. He told her she would have to ask me. hearing this, I thought about my response. I guess I would have to tell her,right now, that if we went out sometime it would be cool, but if we dont, whatever. Normally, I would say that when I was going bananas over someone(which I was/am at some point maybe i dont know), but thats actually how I feel. I'm wondering how that point would actually get across. Ho hum. I guess Ill figure something out. until next time...
...a good time man like me ain't got no business singin the blues
Saturday, May 01, 2004
Doing everything I can, pretending I'm a superman
DAMNIT! I didn't pus out. I didnt get the chance to. So heres how it all went down...yo. I call her cell while Im walking up to her door. Mid-sentence, I know on her door. She was like "Hold on theres someone at my door." She came to the door and was a bit surprised. I then told her we were leaving to go have fun. She was a little coinfused, and after multiple questioning about how I had gotten there(I told her I Didn't know), we left the building. She was telling me the whole time that she had to studhy and she was tried, but she was walking none the less. So we get to the end of the parking lot, which I was taking as a good sign, and she actually stopped and said she had to go in and study. YAR! So she went in and studied, and I hung out with steve...which is not a consolation prize, but I think you three know what I mean.
DAMNIT! I didn't pus out. I didnt get the chance to. So heres how it all went down...yo. I call her cell while Im walking up to her door. Mid-sentence, I know on her door. She was like "Hold on theres someone at my door." She came to the door and was a bit surprised. I then told her we were leaving to go have fun. She was a little coinfused, and after multiple questioning about how I had gotten there(I told her I Didn't know), we left the building. She was telling me the whole time that she had to studhy and she was tried, but she was walking none the less. So we get to the end of the parking lot, which I was taking as a good sign, and she actually stopped and said she had to go in and study. YAR! So she went in and studied, and I hung out with steve...which is not a consolation prize, but I think you three know what I mean.